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I Never Deserve the Things I Need Acoustic EP

by On My Honor

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Sometimes I think I died in the rafters that night Shocked to death, barely 25 Limp limbs, heart electrified One burnt arm, an open casket for these friends of mine Make me ashes in your back yard Portions on the mantle What if I get to Heaven To a sign that reads, “No, your kind’s not welcome” Neither were your questions Good try, but you’ve heard how we feel here about intentions Please get rid of the mess For the sake of my parents We know they’ll blame themselves They shouldn’t have to see this Remains of efforts The best intentions of their only son Take my things, place them on shelves As small reminders for everyone else He stood so tall, but then he fell Boxes full of ideas that I once held Make me ashes in your back yard Portions on the mantle I tried When I’m gone will you carry out my intentions What if I get to Heaven To a sign that reads, “No, your kind’s not welcome” Neither were your questions Good try, but you’ve heard how we feel here about intentions
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I want to live by the ocean At least near water of some kind To keep me cool in the warmer months When winter hits, providing something solid in my life I’m not breaking any ice Thin limbs are reaching out too far They wont be getting any better A bitter man’s mind Equipped with Childlike arms These branches are retracting Curling in on me Holding on as long as possible to every leaf Pleading with the earth and sun Until I fall, they’ll all stay safe In my shade’s reach But they’re blowing away The colorful parts of me The purpose I serve Piece by piece Falling off of me A cleansing, by fire Burnt down in private No one can ever see I never, I never deserve the things I need I sought the role of an open book Lent too many times Thrown in bags, floorboards of cars Critiqued by too many minds Highlighted and dog-eared To no convenience of mine A cleansing, by fire Burnt down in private No one can ever see I never, I never deserve the things I need As much as it pains me I need you to knowYou’re what I carry with me Every time I go Despite every nightmare Clawing at my soul I count it a privelege Just to watch you grow No rest for the strong If that’s how you’re percieved Too close, too close You’re too close to me It’s what I craved and cried for I never deserve the things I need I want to live by the ocean At least near water of some kind
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Spent a solid night Dodging sleep again A dirty garage littered with Smoke from pipes and pyramids of cans Scale one more roof For talks of friends estranged The heights that offer views Of times that earn our praise At times you have to dive Through sewage in this life That filthy creek where The purest parts reside At times you have to dive By filth you’ll be baptized Oh, holy night Dive until the sunrise Eyes fixed on grey skies While we try to find our feet A downhill run in morning air Though we always swim upstream Asleep in the basement With dogs that live like me In the cold of the sounds we make In the warmth of loyalty At times you have to dive Through sewage in this life That filthy creek where The purest parts reside At times you have to dive By filth you’ll be baptized Oh, holy night Dive until the sunrise A summer for gypsies Reviving books I try to read When my hands stop shaking In times when the daylight finally favors me A summer for gypsies Where I find my separate peace We left our clothes there In exchange for the things that we keep At times you have to dive Through sewage in this life That filthy creek where The purest parts reside At times you have to dive By filth you’ll be baptized Oh, holy night Dive until the sunrise
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In case I wasn't clear I'm not mad at anyone I'm just trying to let Bygones by bygones But it's getting harder When I feel so unwelcome In something that I helped build I don't deserve the looks I'm getting Our motives aren't the same And you'll never gain admittance into anything Anything that bears my name So keep your arms crossed Fall in line with the jealous sort Rather practice what we preach Than gain your false support In case I wasn't clear I'm not mad at anyone I'm just trying to let Bygones by bygones In case I wasn't clear I'm not mad at anyone I'm just trying to let Bygones by bygones Feels I've framed all of the blue prints Thought for days about inclusion Holding on to old ideals I'd rather idolize than lose them So you can stay elite Broadcasting whatever you think I laid my groundwork When I was fifteen In the form of hearing loss Arms raised high Sweat rolling off They can paint away But the songs we sang Are stuck in these walls So you can stay elite Broadcasting whatever you think I laid my groundwork When I was fifteen In case I wasn't clear I'm not mad at anyone I'm just trying to let Bygones by bygones In case I wasn't clear I'm not mad at anyone I'm just trying to let Bygones by bygones Forgive and forget What I tell myself and my friends Combatting attitudes too cool While we stay temperate Forgive and forget What I tell myself and my friends Combatting attitudes too cool While we stay temperate Forgive and forget What I tell myself and my friends Combatting attitudes too cool While we stay temperate

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released October 8, 2013

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We're a Pop-Punk band from Knoxville Tennessee on Little Heart Records

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